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I am fucking sick of this. JUST BECAUSE ASIAN MEN AREN’T BUILT THE WAY WESTERNS ARE AND DO NOT CONFORM TO THE WEST’S DEFINITION OF “MALE” DOES NOT MEAN THEY ARE ANY LESS MEN OR ANY LESS “MANLY”.

And gods forbid Japanese ikemens in the media/men in Japanese media in fucking general cater to the (heterosexual Japanese) female gaze. Gods forbid.

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Making a mood board should not be this hard. =_= Especially since it’s for a stamp. But ider if he said we could use already existing art (since we wouldn’t actually be showing it to anyone, and if he does go and show people his students’ work, I can just ask him to remove mine or smth), so I actually have no ideas for a theme. THEMES LIKE ‘EMOTIONS’ OR ‘SPECIAL EVENT’ DON’T REALLY CUT IT, PROFESSOR. DDDDDx

Although we do have the option to use American literature as a theme and I am so tempted to make a stamp that just has text on it. Sort of like an icon. :I Or I can copy Hazel and use “The Yellow Wallpaper.”

Actually, I kinda wanna use Marvel comics as a theme now, but hell if I can draw it/make the theme clear without blatant copyright violation. :I

AND IT’S NOT LIKE I CAN DO KAMEN RIDER. 8D Mostly for the same reasons as Marvel comics but never mind that.

…Alice in Wonderland? I’m pretty sure it’s in the public domain now.

ETA: Did it for Alice in Wonderland! Probably everyone will think I’m hopping on a bandwagon but oh well. And then school closed because of the blizzard. /shoots self in brain

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Drawing is such a painnnnnn nowadays

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…I didn’t understand over half of what my mother just said.

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:I

…I’d almost forgotten what it was like to proofread/edit a +500-word story. :C

RICE SHOULD BE SOFT NOT HARD

Bought sushi lunch today at the cafeteria. It was salmon avocado and I hate avocado so I dug out the avocado first. BUT THE SUSHI WAS HORRIBLE ANYWAY because it had been refrigerated. Refrigerated rice is kinda nasty, and blech. So in the end, I just fished (HAHA) out the salmon and just ate that. Person sitting opposite me prob’ly thought I was “eccentric”. :I

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The day before, I blew off RP and got back to them yesterday. The tags I wrote yesterday were pretty awesome! Then, today, I wrote horrible tags.

…Does this say something about my writing habits or did both tags take a small nosedive when it came to my characters responding? …I really don’t think it’s the latter. :|

…This makes me sad. :(

scary obsessive habits

…I AM THINKING

OF A SUIT ACTOR

DOING A MOTION LIKE FLAPPING

WHILE THE CAMERA ZOOMS OUT

I DON’T THINK IT’S GEKIYELLOW

BUT I CAN’T THINK OF WHO I’M THINKING OF

…IDEK WHY I’M THINKING ABOUT SENTAI POSES

No, seriously, idk why. First Kenzaki, now this. And I’ve been doing the “rionigiri” with my fist lately, too. WTF.

ETA: I think it is GekiYellow. It occurred to me that all three core Gekiranger have stances reminiscent of the Kenma right from the get-go. Foreshadowing, much? o_o

… o_o

I have just discovered

Mele (Hirata Yuka, rather) doesn’t wear high heels in action scenes. o_o why does that surprise me, though, lol

…Actually, how am I so sure she does wear high heels? oAo

…@_@

I find myself randomly thinking about/doing Kenzaki’s henshin movements. …Clearly Kenzaki wants me to finish this app. :|

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My little social experiment backfired on me AND NOW I FEEL LIKE A DOUCHE. /)_(\

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My fav Yuna fan-sites shut down. ;;;;_;;;;

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ASDFGHJKL; I don’t want to draw this. I kinda want to just not turn it in. :(

Thing is, the prof kind of…rants on behavior he doesn’t like, and I’m afraid he’ll start baww’ing at me, especially since I was good last semester. :( And I mean, wtf self, grow up.

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…I’m such a bitch IRL. I think I alienated two of classmates in two diff. classes through bitchy comments, haha. |D;;

KH:BbS

asjkl; I love Aqua so hard. So. Hard.

Also, Zack and Kairi slay me. So adorable! ;A;