Last Angel feat. TVXQ by Koda Kumi.
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*_* Imoto-tachi’s fault; they’ve been looking forward to this song and came into my room one night morning to see if it’d been released yet, and I caught the preview and got addicted. I don’t even know what it is that enraptures me, but I’ve been listening to it nonstop since yesterday. <33333333
Library Oblivion has been re-vamped! Don’t worry if you don’t see any changes—you aren’t meant to. ~cackles~
I’m getting quite exasperated with the noise my computer makes. It’s like a sort of breathy whining…
Can I get a quieter computer, please?
>>”But seriously, I will forever envy your motivation to write.
Where do you get it from?!?!”
By “write,” do you mean journal posts or the fiction?
The fiction I’ve been doing forever; and now that I’m training myself to take everything down, the habit of writing has become much easier.
As for the journal entries, I keep the window open so that whenever something comes to me, I move across to the tab with the journal and write it down. >_>
(Plus, as I only go to class Fridays, I have the time. When I go to college proper, the number of entries and fictions will diminish, probably drastically. I’m just taking advantage of this opportunity to instill myself with the habit of writing even when I’m supposed to be doing something else. <3)
DestinZfaith, when are you going to post some pr0n?
Soon. The Zack/Cloud is almost done, and I'm in the middle of re-writing the Shalua/Yuffie to be less confrontational (and random. Because Shalua really isn't that coarse, and Yuffie, while direct, doesn't start fights that way). A Fubuki/Ryo is in the works. Zack has been milling around putting Zack/Genesis thoughts in my head, and Aerith wants some action, too. And I still have the Sephiroth/Rikus to finish. ~checks list~ A Kairi/Riku's also on there, and...I think a Zack/Cissnei. The Cloud/Hercules are on hold, for the moment.
...Yep. I don't even want to think about how much sex scenes/PWPs I'm going to have to write. =_=;; So for that reason, these can't be rushed.
...Man, and those are just the pr0n-fics. =_=;; There's a Kairi one that I don't quite know what to do with (because I don't know how I'm going to organize it), a Kairi/Riku/Sora, a Leon/Sora, and let's not forget all the random stuff that pops up daily (like Castaways of Heart. That one came to me on the train, and I wrote a bit of it, only to come home and scrapping it entirely to type what you see as the final version).
So Sarah-baby, if you were asking about writing the fiction, the answer is really that they won't let me stop. Riku and Zack particularly (the sluts). =_=;;
…(I can’t believe I let that slip about the pr0n. I don’t even have a pr0n editor/beta to tell me if I’m doing it right. Fuck.)
For some reason, I have this weird habit of writing misleading summaries. o_O;; The following fic, despite the description, has almost nothing to do with Twilight Town, and Kairi is only in the background. ._.
Castaways of Heart
Fandom: KH2
Summary: Riku sends Kairi to Twilight Town.
No uber-long reminiscing paragraphs; go me! Though it’s extremely disjointed. And contains too many and too few commas at the same time. And abuses dashes. And, um, confusing? ~gets sporked~ The type of fic that needs more than one reading to be understood, I think. I wouldn’t really know, since I wrote it and it makes perfect sense to me. >_>
And congratulate me! I only remembered the Word Count after I thought the info box looked a little empty, further proof that something like that is self-imposed.
…Although now that I’ve remembered it, I have to know. 641 words.
My sides…they huuu~rt….
This thing is hilarious. Even if you don’t understand what they’re saying, the tone of what they’re saying will crack. you. up. ~falls over~
Riku, no, stop, just…stop. DestinZfaith leans her head back, hand on her eyes. I can’t deal with emo, I can’t deal with depression….
Riku stops sliding the new piece into the Monstrosity and looks over. Raises an eyebrow. You never had a problem with it before.
DestinZfaith groans. You had Naminé. And those were stuff that happened in the past. I could only write them knowing you have a happy ending waiting for you at the end of KH2….
Hmm. Riku looks at his piece.
Sorry, DestinZfaith says weakly. I really can’t deal with depression.
Maybe if I made it more subtle, more vague?
DestinZfaith nods. Do that. It might help. She lookd at the piece Riku’s already put in, and the rest in his hands. Those I can handle…after a fashion. But no more, ok?
Riku nods, and dumps the rest of the piece into the Monstrosity.
DestinZfaith looks at Riku a little oddly. Why do you want to continue being emo, anyway?
Riku turns and gives DestinZfaith a sunny smile. Because you want me to.
|||OTL
Miss Kalloway interjects more FF characters by (re-)introducing them as fairies. I found another method! Interjecting them as cards! ~snicker~
In the end, I axed most of the depression Riku and I were talking about that I couldn’t handle. I realized it was just me doing an emo vent that got out of hand, and that I could simply just stop where I did in the fic. ^^;; So yeah, sorry you had to see that.
Oh yeah, and I named him “Crescent.” I have names for all of them: Sora Barzahd (after Sion Barzahd, from The Bouncer, who is either a grown-up Sora or the love-child of Sora and Cloud), Riku Crescent (because I thought Lucrecia would be the type of insecure mother who would be constantly paranoid about her son’s whereabouts and keep stifling him until he dreamed of escape), and Kairi Heartilly (because Sora introduced her with the mayor in that little-kid scene in KH1, and I thought since Rinoa was also a mayor’s daughter….). I had fun coming up with those. xDD
Erk…I hadn’t realized how young Taichi’s voice sounded. It’s still a bit high because his seiyuu’s still the same from when he was a kid….Oh well.
And Ken is amusing because he sounds like Ed Elric. xDDDDD
Agumon’s attack is called “Baby Flame.” AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA–~gets sporked~
~snort~ I forgot until Tentomon talked that he was voiced by Takahiro Sakurai…. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA–~keels over and dies of laughter~
…Tailmon got beat up by Ken. And she’s a Champio–an Adult, too! How’d she become so wussy? o_O;;
Ken didn’t just set out to dominate Digimon–he hunted them, too. He personally went after a tiny (relatively speaking), Child and made them fight each other. The more I watch (or re-watch) this series, the more I’m convinced that the Kaiser wasn’t a subset of Ken’s personality, but a perversion of his Crest. Which makes sense, after all–the polar opposite of Ken’s Crest is Cruelty. And if we assume the Dark Ocean was resonsible for that, then does that mean the Dark Ocean, by its contact with the Chosen, taint their Crest-qualities? Hikari was drawn there because she is Light, but what if she’s especially drawn there because of Darkness? What would the result be if the Chosen’s digivice’s were thrown into the Dark Ocean?
Or maybe the corruption of Ken’s Crest was really because of the Dark Seed, in which case, I’m just crazy and mumbling.
Well actually, listening to the Kaiser talk–he might be something out of Ken’s personality. The thing that throws me off is that he did a 180 so soon, but we do have the amnesia to take into account, so. ._.
Jyou is hot. Like, really.
…Miyako should be Knowledge. Miyako should be Knowledge, dammit, and Iori Sincerity. But because Miayko’s a girl, they give her the Crests of the two girls. Gawd, Japan. >:|
Screw canon. I’m going to go for Miyako/Mimi, dammit. They can just break up post-Monstrosity to fulfill canon. (Like, dude. That episode was PACKED FULL of this pairing. ._.)
…Well actually, the entire series is really ghei. Maybe I should just stick with canon… =_=;; (Takeru likes Daisuke who likes Hikari? o_O;; Or Takeru likes Daisuke who likes Ken, who…likes Miyako? Who likes Mimi. ….This is gonna get complicated….) But, for the record, I’m not going to be setting up any relationships between the younger Chosen. It’s creepy because they’re ~12. -_- Just working out the feelings.
I need to give Daisuke a bigger part. Actually, the rest of the new team need bigger parts/exposition, but Daisuke made a brief cameo in part 1, and hasn’t been seen again. Which is unusual, and after re-reading part 1, I can’t stop thinking about it, especially since his action in part 1 in itself was very unusual. Ken must’ve said something. But I don’t know what Ken would say…maybe Daisuke just noticed how jittery Ken was being and was displaying his protective streak?
~twiddles thumbs, stares at ceiling~
Does Daisuke like(-like) Ken?
~shrug~ I dunno. On one hand, it deviates from canon. Then again, his crush on Hikari was a crush, and crushes can always fade. Plus he’s ~12, so there’s an even greater thing, about that (like, not realizing/realizing his feelings and all that).
But you made Taichi…
Yea, 02 speaking, Tai canonically likes (Takenouchi) Sora, or at least that’s what we’re lead to assume. But if you look at scene, it’s a little dicey, because on the one hand, Sora might’ve been nervous at seeing Tai because she suspects he likes her, but she was going to see Matt. On the other hand, she could’ve been nervous at seeing Tai because she knew she was going after the guy Tai likes. ~shrug~ I thought it was an interesting enough take on this scene. Besides, if you notice, Tai isn’t with Matt in the Monstrosity, so it’s not like I’m deviating from canon on that front.
Why do you use “Tai” in your blog, but “Taichi” in the fic itself?
Well, ~cough~ I think of Taichi as “Tai” in my head. Sometimes I’ll waver between the original and dub names on my blog, especially the Adventure names (because they’re derived from the original, something 02 wasn’t as faithful to). But in the fic, I use the original names, and I keep them consistent (you won’t see a single “Tai” in the fic, I swear that to you.)
So I managed to write a bit (actually a lot, comparatively speaking) today. It was awesome. I flipped through th pages and felt so productive. =) Even though most of it were new little pieces of shenanigans….but don’t repeat that to me, or I’ll go off growing mushrooms in the corner again. xDD
And I got two new reviews today! Is today, like, my lucky day or something? I feel so happy and bubbly inside, I almost feel like hiding under the bed, in preparation for the storm. (“the calm before the storm,” as they say). o_o
~laughs hysterically~ Oh, this woman knows, all right. After years of wondering if writers were aware of the fanfiction base, I have my answer. Gawd, Rowling. I HEART YOU.
[ The reason for the fanfiction ] Will kill you, if not dead, then a nice comfortable state of unconsciousness/bliss/shock/cloud 9/whatever for a few hours.
Is there a psychologist in Final Fantasy? ._.
after all this time, I (for once) don’t have any new writing to post. Well, fuck, eh? I’m sure certain people are jumping for joy.
I do know why, too. It’s because I haven’t been writing in the middle of the night/early next morning. This is really what happens when I don’t. I can’t write anything decent at any other time, it seems. But the ‘rents didn’t want me wasting electricity by writing at night so these past days I’ve attempted to go to bed early. Didn’t work, but at least I’m not burning the lights, eh?
An explanation excuse for why my original writings suck:
It isn’t so much my ideas are amateurish—it’s the totally amateurish and cliché way I write them. ~scowl~ Why did it take me so long to realise this?
In the middle of writing a emo-complaining post about the female parent on dA, I figured something I’d realized ages before but never really seriously heeded: Unless in jest, I should not complain. Especially not in writing. Because with me, complaining just makes things ten times worse. I have no idea why except I suspect it has something to do with me being an emo-writer: Once I start writing emo, I can’t stop. But since complaints are personal, I work myself into a fit, so even if at first it was only a trickle of emo, by the time I’m done it’s become a crushing waterfall. So I should just save myself the grief and not do it.